Pinole Drivers

I drive myself crazy,
All the way home from seeing the beauty of you
I am thinking of you..
I feel like I’ve made a mistake
And you can see the trust shatter on my face like a broken piece of glass
My abyss.. the dark pearls of my eyes grow deeper and wider
As I see you walking away.
The angels scream at the horrid nature of this
Yet my eyes stay wide open
And it drives me crazy.
I wanted to look into your eyes, hold your hands
And stay in that moment with you forever
Because there’s no greater power than the power of love.
I love you
Our hands released and I felt my heart drop down to my knees
And my love start forming in my eyes as I walked looking back
It hurts me so much - things must be like this for now.
Its like there are blisters on my soul -and it makes it hard to walk
It makes it hard to go through each day without you.
I love you
I really love you.
My love for you is deep like an ocean, and oh so pure.
I feel like I am scattered like fire on a spoon
I feel like it's going to be me standing beside myself
For now Its me kneeling beside my bed,
Asking for God to never take away something this precious to my heart.
Thank you Sabrina - for everything.

Poem by J.A.D. © 2003
Dedicated to Sabrina