Loving Eyes

I love you lord
Help me live my life for you
Yes, I can be a failure in the world’s eyes
As long as I’m pleasing to my Lord
You are all that matters.
And this part goes out to the lost
I pray that some day- they will find their way to You
Because there is only one way - through You.
I want to fit in with the crowd
So that I won’t feel like an outcast
I need You
So I can help myself cope with these eyes of judgment that are cast upon me.
I cry for You
Your silence is sometimes saying too much.
My soul weeps for Your love
We live in a world where abortion is legalized,
And people vote on political topics that are of the world.
It makes me think and wonder what everything is coming to..
Please help me so I won’t fall again
And when I do help me up and use the band-aids once again
For my knees are scraped and hands worn red
I need you to lift me up.
Be my balance and take the form you have in my life
You are my meaning, and I miss you.
Help me to share the word so I can tell all about You, and your Grace!
A secret I’ve kept for far too long.
So I sit in my room
With my head pressing against my wall
I can feel my head pound from the chaos of the day
And outside the day is now night, the light is now dark
The world is big and I am small
Nights like this are only feared about
So soon the angel of darkness will come
To take me away
This is the end of the world
Are you coming with me?
It’s all over the news now
Governments are in panic, people are lost.
Now they look for answers.
I pray for these people
I pray for everyone.
I shall die before I take the mark of the beast
And so my angel awaits me at my door
I suppose I should be happy
Reunited with everyone, but sadness overcomes
So many people are listening to what anyone will say
So many are grasping and searching, crying, hoping for a ray of light in the dark.
So many are so close and yet so far.
I wanted this day for so long, now its here - why do I long for more time?
I can stand before my Lord God
My Hero
And run to him broken down and alone
For You will take care of it all
And bring me to my senses.
Thank you Lord, oh how I love you
Please pray for those you love.
For now you see how I see the world everyday.
So many are lost.
So many souls are crying out for help -
And we have but a blink of an eye to show them the truth
Even less time for them to hear the voice of truth
Dear Lord, Please Work Through Me.

Poem by J.A.D. © 2004