1:46 am

To you I write because you are taking over my mind,
I am not myself, without you.
I cannot stop you from being in my thoughts,
I sit and I ask myself,
Should I call her?
Does she hate me?
I know that we have done wrong,
And that we should have both by now moved on,
But my love for you had not.
All I'm asking for now,
Is not for a second chance,
But for your heartfelt forgiveness
Can you find it in your heart,
To talk to me again?
To look at me again?
Give me another chance to prove myself
After all was said and done, I hated you.
Me and you breaking up, tore my soul out
It brought me from wherever I was, to an all time low.
I need you now, but I cannot find you
Where are you?
You know my number, why don't you use it?
Did I hurt you that much?
I'm sorry.
Just sit down and talk to me - face to face
Tell me how you feel
The last thing I want now is for you to have hard feelings towards me.
Please talk to me,
I still care I'm still here for you.

Poem by J.A.D. © 2001